the pain of pain

drenched in the rain.
gone with the wind.
I'll learn to leave you be, while I immune myself from all the pain.

being with you is like...
having a long wait in the rain not knowing to give up waiting
for the person who will shelter me from the rain & storm.

playing a "trust game" not knowing if you would catch my every fall.

being in love without certainty you'll be appreciated,
without confidence you can breeze through the storms together.

I am waiting for the rainbow after the rain.
Maybe I should just fall asleep.
forever and ever.