deceptively easy?!

I didn't wait all night to hear you say goodnight.
I didn't endure the week to just catch the movie you wanted to watch.
I didn't anticipate a month for a meaningless quarrel
I didn't spend the year just to wait for my birthday dinner.
I can't hold up all my life just to hear your apologies and goodbyes.


one day I will read all my post
& find out how happy I am with you around...
Perhaps till then will I make a life-changing decision?
Meanwhile, I should distract myself with a little bit of sleep, internet and maybe... hmmm