craze...

I try so hard to fill up my time when I'm awake.
I cannot and shall not contact you, like I promised.
I wake up each and everyday to think of you and dream each and every night about you.. This is bad, honestly.
what keeps me going is that you are somewhere out there safe and sound and enjoy all the freedom you could possibly have...
Whatever makes you happy makes my day, even if it pains me so much, I will endure it.

maybe you'll always be the one that got away. :)