the day, the day it went away...

Slept at 3am last night. Now, one down to worry, good thing.. and congrats (:
I'm happy at all that I'm the first person you thought of this morning.
reminds me of 2nd January, when you called, I could tell so you were very upset
I didn't show much concern because I thought that's the best for you but deep down, I worry.

You're never alone but I am.

I guess it was just my wishful thinking, you feel obliged and that's all.
If you really care about me, you'll watch over me and show that you care.
I know very soon you'll read about this, maybe be affected that moment and
afterwhich you'll go back to your own indulgence.
I will remember every single thing that happened today, deep.