one more...

holding on doesn't mean having someone, letting go doesn't mean you'll be free. 

I can delete time and again what I've written, but it'll always be in my <3

Nobody knows but myself... I guess this is life and the present is pain.

Don't memorise, understand. How then memories be classified?

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

This article was on FB:

Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. In loving someone, we inspired to better ourselves in every way. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul. You will find when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart. It is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

Therefore, I love you :) 

I just needed moral support & some love for me to carry on studying.
Irregardless, I tried to make it through with you, didn't I??  


So this is how it feels like when you miss someone...

Love is blind

don't you just wished it was a mutual thing sometimes...
Let's see how things goes tonight.

won't see me shed a single tear :) I'll cry enough before seeing you.

never did, never would

never put it to heart...

it's no use you picking your best dress, if there ain't someone to appreciate it.

go on......... I should have known, where I really really stand.  :'(

whoever said that letting go means freedom?? hai.

* guns N' roses - don't cry *

do you really know what you're doing?? 

two more weeks to exams... oh great. -.-

sometime it feels like I don't understand...

已沒有藉口只能放手 不敢奢求你說愛我

remember "talk to me"

there's this song I searched, for almost a year, It's called talk to me

Sometimes, I don't know what I'm doing.

For I was happy but I've been the one looking for you.

maybe it's just me who wants to stay close.

I guess maybe I'm more of a trouble to you than joy?? =x

so busy today. when I came back, saw FB with ten others who's feeling lousy

最愛的人往往不是最後待在自己身邊的人,
最愛的人也不是最愛自己的人... =x   Really meh?

 I don't understand, why make love so complicated? 在一起开心就好

I hear it again

If I could only be this happy ((((((((:, I hope you'll be that happy (((((((((:

happier than I am in life... 

他還不懂 還是不懂 離開是想要被挽留
如果開口那只是 我要來的溫柔

I think exactly one month from now, I'll have a clearer picture of everything.

Get a few lines off my checklist and maybe you'll be gone??

Gone not because I forgotten about you, but because you got a new job and someone else to depend on.

and that's when you really, really don't need me anymore..ouch, I think I hear it again...

Be nice while it lasts & I actually know why

Don't tie me down =x

so tired sometimes... and I wished you were around to say everything's alright

silly or scheming

Am I plain silly or just scheming??

it all depends on how well you know me... (:

only reason I struggle whether to help you is because I don't want to end up helping you get a job and someone else to depend on along the way. Such a dilemma and I end up making you angry. =x

你最珍贵

没人疼爱再美的人也会憔悴  未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
我学着在你爱里沉醉(我不撤退)  我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵

Love will make you shine, Maybe you don't realise but I will know...
if you stay safe, you might not fail but neither can you succeed. 
If you're not going for it, I will... 
Now for myself, I think it's time I learn to love myself more 
then people will know how to love me back the same way. :)

P.s: thanks for everything and dinner (:

I'll be everything I am when you love me :)

and I guess

that's when I really thought how things could have been if we're still together...
sometimes, you make me wanna say "baby, let's stay together" but...
even when I say anything wrong, you will forgive me right?

let your mind do the making up of what happened after I wrote this.

Last Day in FMC =x

Home already.........

Today was the only day that I went to work but didn't work.

All I did was bid goodbye to as many people as I can.

There goes two years in just a blink, mixed feelings I guess.

I hope someone can pat me on my shoulder, 

tell me what I have accomplished and say that I'm doing okay.

tired =x

whether I update my blog or not.
pretty sure you'll know, I care about you all the same.

原來我只是突然累了 原來我不說了...

study, STUDY... Jiayou!!

就想賴著妳...

someone ever said; don't push me away when I happily come to you.

I might not come by twice. I finally understood how it felt...

when you call my heart stops beating, when you're gone it won't stop bleeding.

I'm hearing what you say, so tell me, is that the truth?

If I made prayers... then I hope you're my answer.
P.S: the song is called hua sha
http://top10pinyinlyrics.blogspot.com/2009/11/cindy-yuan-jay-chou-hua-sha-sand.html

when I say...

I won't waste a single bit of effort...

if I had to bring myself to hurt you one day.

by saying something stupid like "I love you"

I hope you'll know how dear you are to me one day :)

today I actually spend 22 bucks getting movie tickets to a 2a.m. show.. 
so I cab down to hear Cineleisure management say
"sorry the ticketing mentioned that the time is in 24-hr format, so there will be no refund"
like -.-" LOL