priority vs options

used almost all my strength but what have I got in return?
2007,2007 20:07 wasn't what I thought it'll be afterall.
one of my best friend told me today;
"why make someone your priority when you're only his option."
and I can't help but agree. =x

the forgotten

I've been having a bad headache.
it's 5 more days, guess someone already forgot about me.
At the very least, I know that someone can be happy.
After all, that's all that matters, isn't it?
happiness, what I've been trying to give him but failed terribly.

if fate decrees, one day, I'll get my happiness too (no matter how long the wait is) :)

sigh

okay, this feels so depressing and all out-of-place.
the lack of something. not good at all. =x

excuse me, for being me

"Trying to forget someone you love is like
trying to remember someone you never knew."

Good food didn't seem heavenly, maybe I didn't feel bliss anymore.
Talks didn't diminished my agony, maybe I just felt pathetic.
I look around me only to find that everyone seems a bit more loved than I am.
There's a lot of smart people out there, not me.
There's a lot of strong people out there, not me.
Stop it once, but I didn't stop it twice.
Time to face my solitude once again.
Avoiding it won't make things better but I guess facing it just made things worse.
I know meanwhile what's important is staying strong.
cause I think someone will want me to. :)
I guess the "20072007" thing was just a dream that will never come true for me.
not anymore. It's not that I wanted it badly, but oh well.
and all the songs going through my mind, makes me...
all these seems redundant now. sigh.
I guess time and fate really changes thing, but whether it's for better or worse
I won't know.
Now let me say it this "Oi lei yit san yit se" :)


p.s really hope it won't rain the coming week, cause raining makes me all emotional.
not good.
when I left, I thought I was strong. I thought so. I really did.
guess It's the consequences that made things hard.
now it's just all by myself without you.
People; just one post. After this you'll never hear about it. At least, I hope so.

it's friday 13, what do you expect?

As according to whatever that thing's called; love.
I need loads of them.
Probably enough to fill that BIG heart of mine.
so true. ha. you want to be that person instead?
my love?

I guess I'm never enough or good enough for you;
cause you'll only want the best.

p.s it's red. cause it's the only way to symbolize LOVE. right. -.-

I knew good friends are hard to come by.
therefore I cherish you. you know who you are
Thanks for being there. Loves. :)

mia in progress

Due to technical reasons, obviously I didn't update my blog for some while.
Now, due to overloading of projects and reports,
I'M BACK and gone again -.-
I wish life was better to me =x