it's raining day

It's raining again.
I love rainy days. It's just like my mood.
why is it that I always feel melancholic on such days?

It's like I'm looking at the world from a different point of view.
Everything seems crystal and distinct.
Like waking up from a dream, it seems closer to reality.
The world seems less lovely to me.

prata!! yummy...

Today had two lectures. That's about it.
Went for prata with pei hui, xiao hui,
hui ting, chuen. =)
It's was not too bad la... since I haven't eat it for sometime.
Then hui ting and pei hui came over to do work.
But I end up teaching them organ. haha..
It's fun and they got me reminising about all the good
old times when I used to learn organ, but I stopped
learning at grade 5... it's a pity but I was up to my neck
with school already. I just gotta sacrifice it. =x
I know one day, I'll be determine enough to complete it.
I want to get what I've always wanted. =)

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
while loving someone deeply gives you courage."

I want my strength more than courage, but I want to have courage too.
I think they should come together if it's true love. I think...
Somebody tell me that they will always come together please? =x

I miss gong :'(

Went SIM for lunch today, saw kenny,
who hit me so hard on my hand, violent friend!! =x
Today had lesson till 5, enjoyed the lesson cause
the same 03 people had so much fun crapping.
i'm happy =)
Then, rush back all the way to prepare and watch gong.
Apparently, due to some personel reasons
I went out for awhile to get envelope. =x
So ya when I come back the show has already ended.
Moral of story is; I miss "gong" , how often is that !?!
tsktsktsk...

Aw... lim yianling... you're such a sweet sweetie !! =p

immense helplessness

my love,
you must hate me so much by now =x

=x

my apologise to you, if you thought I won't interested in talking.
I didn't mean it that way. really.

Today had lesson till 12, then met bell and stella in school.
Had lunch at canteen 1, then left for bugis.
Went to Starbucks for iced chocolate then had
soft shell crab pasta and bread pudding at Miss. Clarity.

Now watching gong. gotta go... =)

sometimes I wonder...

No one told me I was going to find you,
unexpected what you did to my heart.
Now here we are at the crossroad once more.
Will our paths ever meet again?

Each time you're around, I skipped a heartbeat.
Everytime you're near, I feel the heat.
Whenever you're down, I wish I was around.
If you do get hurt, I hoped to take your pain away.

It's all about you that's swirling on my mind.
You don't know how much you mean
If you looked in my eyes, do you see what's inside?
Would you even care??

souhait vous avez su je t'aime...

2nd week of school

life sucks.
It's the second week of school now.
Soon there'll be tons and tons of hmwk, assignment, projects & test...
I only look forward to school for the company.
just joking and slacking with them, adds a hint of colour to my day.
maybe that's all that matters isn't it? friends worth keeping.
Are you one of them?? =)

sigh

not pretty satisfied.
then again.
who gives a damn about it? =x

cyrstal jade

Today only got one lecture at 10 to 12.
Met bell then take cab to meet stella at JP.
We went to eat crystal jade, then slack around.
Now at bell's house, she's bathing. hahaha

i'm not happy today. sigh. =x

painless migraine.hmmm..okay~

Wake up early then went to NUH.
I thought I was late for the appointment cause
waited damn long for the bus.
In the end, there was alot of people there so I wasn't late.
The doctor did alot of check for my eye.
Light sensitivity check, focus check, pupil dilating for check too...
Blah, blah, blah... the process lasted like an hour or two.
After so much, the doctor was like...
" honestly I don't know what's wrong, it could be a painless migraine.
but we'll observe you for the time being and do other test."
Apparently now my eyes still hurts from the pupil dilate eyedrop.
If you'll see me now, you see what I mean. pupil DILATE.
get it??
Especially just now while walking in the strong sunlight, it hurts like shit. ;'(

driving time

stella drove us home wor... hahah
wasn't that bad too. :)

trip to nuh.

Today had lesson till 10 plus only. Then ask tangjie to pei me go get books from peihui before going for lunch with koontak .
I went to the polyclinic just now, got a referral letter to nuh A & E,
in the end still have to go back tommorow to see the eye specialist. =x
Ya, dunno what to say le. because stella keep pestering to use the com to blog too.
we are at my aunt's office btw ;)

deadbeat

Tired.
Today was enjoyable though. :)
I need to sleep now. And I mean like NOW.

vivo city freaking crowded

The newly open shopping mall is pack with people, comparable to
those crowd you see in town every now and then. =x
I shouldn't have gone there...
Somemore saw someone who seem so against me,
but I shall not say who.
By any means, sometimes I really feel like asking that particular person
why is the a need to bear grudges?? It's been so long...Isn't it tiring??
To begin with I never really ever offend you in one way or another.

grant me sleep

One of the blessings in the world is being able to sleep well.
Apparently I don't get that...
What can I say or do?? =x
I just wish school can make me that tired
that tired till I get back the normal timing.

dreaming of you.-

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you

whether you know it or not; you can really make my day.
who knows you might just be a page or a chapter of my life.
still, I'm happy. :)

full of beads.

Today met kelson at chinatown to go golden dragon
to get the beads for my bracelet.
The name of the shop sounds so cliche right, but nvm,
can find quite some stuff there.
Then we went to bead, etc. at heeren to get more.
We were around for at least an hour, I think the
shop people also recognise us le. =p
Conclusion for the day : happy with my "findings" for the day;
sad for I am officially broke. -sobs-

Anyone wants donate me some money??! =x
Oh ya, Special thanks to kelson for making
so many things for me. Xinku ni le. =p

haircut day :)

Met bell and stella today and go JP, like where else will we go right??
Went to the cafe @ the frontier, prata was good,
but I can't eat the curry. =x

Then I went for "the adventure of haircut"...lol.
sounds stupid. ta-da!!


my new haircut



then came my mum...

-- Due to personel reason, picture is removed and

subject to viewing by selected personnels =p --

and I think bell wants to kill me... lalalala...

p.s I still cut my hair afterall, i'm sorry kelson~... hee =p

ikea + town

Today went to meet bell and sher at ikea to eat lunch.
Afterwhich me and sher went to shop around.
We were pretty amuse by the stuff and apparently
we'll be going back next week.
Pobably so if we got the time I guess. :)
Then went town to meet minghui and simin, slack around,
had Mos Burger for dinner.
Talk about school stuff and alot of other things.
It's been a month or two since we have the time
to sit down and have a good talk.
I'm happy. It's good to have friends who will
understand you with or without words.

bored, and I mean bored

It's my last moday till school starts.
I'm starting to hate this man; all about school again.
no wonder I'm all about having fun.
This sucks. totally. =x

I want a simple life

All I ever wanted is a simple life in a simple world
with two simple hearts who are simply in love.
All I ever wanted was love. Am I too much?

Fool again.
Hurt again.
Down again.
Upset again.
Angry again.
Pms-ing again.
Disappointed again.
Choose one that you think applies.

match me if you can

Girls are always at the losing end because they believe in love.
If you can overcome it and be a player, nothing gets in your way.
If you can't do it, here's probably a few ways to make things better.

No. 1 Always choose the man who loves you more than you do.
No. 2 Learn that there's nothing you can ever DO to change a man.
No. 3 Do not believe that you are his one and only.
No. 4 Don't think that you'll be the last girl he loves.
No. 5 Believe not in promises, vows, words or marriage.
No. 6 Act like a man so you'll only be interested to conquer.
No. 7 Always learn to keep your options open, and I mean open.
No. 8 Throw not your whole heart, time nor life in for that guy.
No. 9 Use the theory of "once bitten, twice shy"
No. 10 Alternatively, you can love like you've never been hurt;
to realise you'll be fool again at the end of the game.

** please note that the above is just my opinion,
I'll be thankful if you do not comment about them.

boredom

For two consecutive days I am out at JP, can you believe it?! so boring la... -_-"
walk around the same old shops, like what's new about that lo...
we were there for at least fours hours straight. wth. so loser.
Conclusion is; bell got a haircut and stella's got a top.
and for me??
I got to rot... * yay, dancing around plus three cheers man.
like whatever lo -_-"
felt stupid, nvm.
I am still waiting for my dar's call. He's probably in a game or out for dinner.
Boohoo... I miss him. :'(

bad day

I don't like myself.
I know I am damn evil and if I have to recount all
the evil doings I've done to others,
it's probably countless. nvm.
sigh. I'm sure alot of people hates me.
Just like how I hate myself sometimes. =x

I don't care I've let down how many people
but there's one that I know I should never let her down...
my mum.
You don't know how much I wish to say those words to her,
asking her to work so hard for others,
letting her have a life of her own,
learn to pamper herself without worrying for her beloved family.
I was looking at my mum today and I realise how much she age over time.
Be it for the family, work, or for me, she's always given her best.
Suddenly I felt the overwhelming feeling in my heart...
I wish I could give her a better life, but to start with, maybe giving her less trouble will be a blessing for her. =x


** pms-ing again, I hate it.

meet my gfs - part 1

**Before


**After


p.s the difference of the picture is that bell was trying to not look so sleepy
erm.... good effort dear, try harder =p

Today met the girls, went to holland v. and apparently we were
all so broke so we ate something cheaper today.
Then we went to the pet shop, shopping centre and lastly the supermarket.
Shopping around with ur girlfriends can be so fun especially what random jokes
we can come out with when we are too bored.
Although we were so on budget today, things can be so fun with the girls around.
All the jokes, crap, shopping and cooking from secondary flash pass my mind.


** reminiscing our good old times :)

monday blues again.

went to citylink today with my mum.
didn't buy anything.
eat.
shop.
slack.
went home. =x

Btw, to sum up the past week
one word : insomnia -_-"
somebody save me for goodness sake...

amore dolce dolce (sweet sweet love)

Wedding bell's nearing everywhere...
I'm feeling the love in the air too...
In life, many people come and go.
Some tries to find true love but to no avail,
while others who least expect love to come by, finds a true love by chance.
Some just break other's heart, while others remains heartbroken.
no matter what, if you believe in love, you'll know one day,
the true meaning of love...
you learn how much you love the person
when you are certain that you want to start
a new chapter in life with them, not because you can live with them,
because you know you can't live without them. :)
my blessings to all who are getting married.
cherish each other like you know you should.

Btw, stayed home today caused it's my mum's birthday.
so i'm pei-ing her. Happy birthday mummy!!
I might not be the best daugther out there,
but I'm the one who loves you the most. *hugs

*loveloves