Clash of the Titans, anybody??

I don't like thinking.
I wanna make you happy but I can't bear to see myself sad either. -.-
so if you ask me...
I don't wanna lose you

taking sides

There's always two sides to everything right? Just a matter of how you see it.

Think and you shall do it and I think can be happier without you...

and when I start to care less, I will do less for you, think of you lesser..blah blah blah

then I'm happy...... :)

NOT, when will you/I ever understand this? I miss you la & I really want you around.

Sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare. Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you.

and nothing else.

I think people need to stop assuming like they know what I want 

and end up giving me something else. -.-

I know they meant well, but I have a temper too you know.

So hard to control... ARGH!! I need to sleep, maybe I'll feel at peace then.

maybe it's the same between us too...We always assume things,
not knowing what we want, and end up hurting each other.

I don't wanna hurt you or be hurt. but I just know that. 
At this moment, I'm comfortable with the idea to stay on with you.

As I say...

you cannot have a clear view when you're too ecstatic about things,

keep your cool and you'll be able to see like never before.

Valentine's Day Quote: "If you date a girl who's too good for you, Marry her."

I think I love you, but I wasn't what I used to be the last few month when we were together.
I knew how very well you dislike arguing, that's why I did it. I hope you'll understand one day.

That's why I'm doing this, cause I'm just afraid about what lies ahead of us, or maybe just ahead of me.

You took your freedom & mine too, it's my responsibility now to find someone else.

Did you, and I, really think I'll do just that??

So did you??

A blog is just a place that many things that took place were written.

It's doesn't show the pain I feel, even if it does, being read by the wrong people, can be fatal to me.

So, let put what's left of my mind to the class like now. The show must go on.

my heart will go on?

Listening to "Promise Me - Beverly Craven"

In my heart, whether the good or bad, sweet or sad

there's no place like home and no one like you... :)

Still got class tomorrow and two more weekends to burn. hur... -.-"

and I know I'm on my own. =x

super tired cause I'm so swarmed with work today =x

30, 60 then 90 days...
if people do change, then why didn't I??
The movie Remember Me looks good, can we catch it together next week?

many many

words are only words, I can't show you how I feel.

Brain is not working, cannot think. I'm out of here.
I'm going out, I'm going out now...

loves (:

I feel so safe when I talk to him, it's like everything is back to normal.
Like when anything happens I can always rely on him...but I can't be calling everyday right?
I hope he can be happy, take my share of happiness and be as happy like you've never been.

I couldn't recall the quotes I've seen in Valentine's Day. GrumpY!!
Argh, but my head hurts already. Better save some brain cells so maybe I can study a chapter or two later?? =x
Promise me you'll wait for me, I need to know you feel the same way too...

saturday morning w/o ...

when you left I lost a part of me, it's still so hard to believe.
Come back baby please cause we belong together...

By right, I should be studying.
By left, I should go shopping.
So by the night, I start thinking.
Maybe I should go clubbing.

Don't think, stop thinking... if you're happy you'll please everyone else. got it?

the day, the day it went away...

Slept at 3am last night. Now, one down to worry, good thing.. and congrats (:
I'm happy at all that I'm the first person you thought of this morning.
reminds me of 2nd January, when you called, I could tell so you were very upset
I didn't show much concern because I thought that's the best for you but deep down, I worry.

You're never alone but I am.

I guess it was just my wishful thinking, you feel obliged and that's all.
If you really care about me, you'll watch over me and show that you care.
I know very soon you'll read about this, maybe be affected that moment and
afterwhich you'll go back to your own indulgence.
I will remember every single thing that happened today, deep.

women says

女人說　多愛我一分鐘
比給我什麼都有用
你和我　相愛的每一天　都貴重
女人說　記住我的溫柔
〔忘了我嫉妒的時候〕
今天起　不可以不管我　保護我
有雨有風所以你要愛我

好男人　如果你有心　看著我
你愛不愛她她一定曉得
我的心　等你一分鐘　聽你說

dislike rainy days

It's another rainy day, just like my mood maybe?
At least I finally attempt to study, so I can account to myself. :)
Went to the library and had prata plus sushi for lunch! =p

Dinner time came and someone suggested Carl's Jr...
I finally went to Carl's Jr after so long but not with my fave...
Just got home awhile ago, I should sleep lest I can't wake up again -.-

finally (:

Looking back, I wasn't there when you graduated. Now, I'm not there either when you ord.
I didn't blog not because I don't think, there isn't a single day that I'm too busy to spare a moment or two to think of you.
I just didn't want you to worry about me...
As you face new challenges, will you only think of me in the difficult times?
Not important...

Good night, congrats :)

ha, happy?

I didn't reply last night, not because I'm unsure of whether I'll be unhappy without him.
Because I know very well, I will never show such love to anyone, anymore.
When you don't give love, how would you get that kind of happiness when they reciprocate the same way?
Maybe I'm tired, maybe I'm scared. I don't know...
I made it more than obvious that without you I'm not okay, since you don't wanna do anything about it.
What more can I say? Since you already left, I couldn't care less either way.
You decided things your way and the decisions made me had little say.
Sometimes they say letting go is courage, I agree, it's the courage to let go of the chance for yourself to be hurt.

I will keep waiting.
one day you'll know that I was the one for you.

288th post, 72 days

Pass by your house time and again, I sat by the bus stop...
thinking back on how we used to listen to our favourite songs and wait for the bus that takes forever.
I wish the bus never came so we could sit there just doing all the silly things.
I never told you, it already made my day (:
When the night falls, just passing by the same old road...
I remember how we used to walk to bukit timah for our dinner and walk all the way back.
however hot the weather, it was warm in my heart.
I never told you, it already made my day (:
In the middle of the night, right in the house...
as I sleep on the bed, I watch you play your game.
Sometimes we are up so late, we'll sneak down to cook just sausages and crab stick.
I never told you, it already made my day (:

I'm sure I could go on for quite awhile but then again...
are the things that made my day actually makes you smile too?
I think you do, just that you are unsure about it...
It's amazing how I still want to think that you even care I was there.

Man vs Women

Guys are always looking for the love of their life, Women go for guys who love them likewise
That doesn't mean they love them the same, and usually lesser.
So they don't think likewise for almost anything and therefore it's left unspoken of.
so man and women are actually different. hmmm..


somebody tell me if I can quit studying and quit love now?

even if it means I'll never be the happiest person when I'm without you, so long as you're happy, I'm happy for you...

say you wanna be free, so I'm letting you fly cause I know in my heart that my love for you will never die.

I left spaces so you could read in between the lines.

today is friday..TGIF?

Just got home... tired, even my colleagues says I look tired.
and I realise
can I call to say goodnight?
maybe not.
I have dreams in life, but I hope I won't dream tonight.

good, night...

I just want to stay by your side,
be that someone special to take care of you and
watch your every smile when you complete something in life.

Honestly, if you ask me, I am not angry.
Even if I am, how does it matter to you anyway?

I am just disappointed in you, you are never the old you anymore.
That's why I'm... never mind.
going out now, hopefully, this will lighten things up for me a little, cheers (:

to whoever who thinks he deserves my very attention

I really don't like the way you give attention to every single soul on your facebook except me.
First you add them, then you like their status and start giving comments.
Maybe you've been flirting with them for all I know, maybe I don't know who you are in the first place.
I do things, yes, but to a limit, because I know I love you...

I hate the way you are right now, is that what you meant by doing what you want?
Are they all worth you losing me for?
I really don't know how to pretend nothing happen anymore..