JUST not that into me

Am I the only one who gives a damn about anything?
from then till now?
apparently too much of a self-denial doesn't do me any good.
A men never forgets how much they love;
when you feel they don't, they probably don't.
it just means they are just not that into you.

it puzzles me

women take silence as a punishment for men.
Apparently men took it gladly like a treatment.

they just don't get it. period.
you're such an enigma, from them till now.

why -.-

It took me a moment of silence to realise my prolong folly.
Sometimes I can't help but ridicule at my own stupidity.
Time and again.
For umpteen times,
I give my all to get nothing at all.
"Once bitten twice shy" obviously didn't work on me.
Making a same mistake twice does not make me any smarter.
Especially so if it's the same guy I'm referring to. =x
Sigh... Great efforts to earn me great pain. sweet.
If this were to be my deservings, I think I had abit too much.
way too much I mean.
They say it's hard to face someone after you've hurt them
especially if they are dear to you.
then I guess I ain't of much significance to you.

repeat after me :
I should not settle for better than nothing.
Cause I know I DESERVE BETTER.
I REALLY DO.
p.s please, when i say repeat; it doesn't include my mistake -.-

It's a matter of HOW LONG MORE I'LL NEED
to get me outta this shit.

Class photo taking session

Had photo taking today, although it was a long day.
It was fun. didn't know my class was so fun loving till today.
I'm starting to like the class already. :)
except for the fact that I had to face that irritable soul.
Everything's good in general.

p.s Just that i'm recovering from my stomach flu. feeling so weak. =x

Is it just me or what?

haven't I the right to have my feelings considered as well?
You want this to be done, that to be done, everything to be done.
What's left of me??
What's there that you can ever help me with?
What's there for you to prove that you care?
Nothing I say goes and on contrary everything you say goes.
I'll just be listening. that's all.

say you love me but you never felt for me.

tonpei omu rice @ ajitei

tired. tomorrow still must do report.
wish me luck.
ain't in a fanstatic mood recently. =x
things just doesn't get any better for me.
hopefully the "food therepy" gonna help :)

two books I'm reading now.




and this is the must-read.
tells us the obvious which most of us agree but don't up hold.
in short, go grab a copy :)

Food @ bukit merah market

I'm bored. damn bored. I need some entertainment. =x

de facto

I believe its my own denial to live in fantasy.
Truth is reality is such a pain to face.
You've made lose my brightness, somehow or another.
Loving you the way you would never.
when men ask how; women ask why.
It's either you or me.
either or, one of us will have to wake up.

bread pudding at delifrance!

Before // After

** certified nice and yummy :)

pms-ing

I only wanted someone who makes me smile.
that's all.
as the silence surrounds me I felt the loneliness.
not again.