我不想忘记你

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心

我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定 虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有 两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱 爱将我们高高举起以后

I want to remember the good and bad.
I want to remember the happy and sad.
I want to remember you and me.
I want to remember that I love you.

should I go clubbing later?? =x

63 days ago...

This is the way you left me, I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory, No Happy Ending...
This is the way that we love, Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life, but not together.

2 mths ago, this timing... =x

I passed my driving!! =p

I will remember today and I'm happy that you thought of me at all (:

Anyway, sometimes I am more than certain that things I do for you
was always for your own good.
You're the only person who made me want to be selfless to anyone at all.
I miss you, happily (:

miss

I miss you, but you don't miss me right?! ha...
think I should sleep early to compensate yesterday's late night.
Besides I've got something big going on tml, wish me luck :)

I feel like carl's jr. , anybody?

hello dear boy (:

if you can even find this, and read it one day...
I'm happy for you, because the miracle you once told me..
happened again, pat on your shoulder (:

All these post, might or might not be true. depends on how you see them..
but one thing for sure I must tell you.
You might not give me all the happiness I want YET,
but you always make me feel safe and I trusted you.
So tell me, when I don't feel safe how do I feel happy to begin with?

anybody there?

Does anyone even read or understand what I say?
Does anyone even care why I am writing all this?
Shall I ask him? Shall I not? but I know he doesn't care.
They say one day I'll pass all this... ONE DAY -.-

I can control my sms, my action, my tears and emotion
I actually fear my bed because I can't fall asleep
but when I do, I can't help but dream of you...
and it's so sweet that I actually don't wanna wake up from you.

Somebody just kill me please.

if letting you go makes you happy, I will...

console me, somebody...

Sometimes it feels like no one understands, I don't even know why I do the things I do.
All I know is that I trusted you, trusted you that you'll make my life better.
I didn't know you'll be the one to leave me in the lurch just like that...
Because you once told me you can be mean and hurt anyone but will never be the one to hurt me.

craze...

I try so hard to fill up my time when I'm awake.
I cannot and shall not contact you, like I promised.
I wake up each and everyday to think of you and dream each and every night about you.. This is bad, honestly.
what keeps me going is that you are somewhere out there safe and sound and enjoy all the freedom you could possibly have...
Whatever makes you happy makes my day, even if it pains me so much, I will endure it.

maybe you'll always be the one that got away. :)

dearest pain

For once I wish to be alone... I don't wanna put my trust on anyone anymore.
who can understand that kind of immerse pain that I'm going through right this moment?
All I ever wanted was to be with you forever and ever baby.

but I guess you don't see things the same way like I do now...
p.s: going school myself now, tata peeps (:

somebody tell me why I think of you and you don't seem to miss me?? =x

And it really doesn't matter that we don't eat
And it really doesn't matter if we never sleep
No it really doesn't matter, really doesn't matter at all

Coz we are so young now, we are so young, so young now
And when tommorow comes, we can do it all again

We are chasin' the moon
Just running wild and free
We are following through
Every dream and every need...

I should sleep, got work tml =x

dreaming of you

I kept dreaming... but of course in my dreams he's still the same old him.
still as loving as always in his own way.
I forgot when's the last time he said I love you but I really miss those days...

I hear the song by Alicia Keys - Trying sleeping with a broken heart
Especially can relate to this part ...

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, on me nobody ever shut it down like you
You want a crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end ...

I want to sleep in comfort, where's my safety zone again?!

Having a flu, just took medication and I'm feeling a little drowsy.
Maybe I should nap awhile.

And I really miss you, so what should I do again? =x