what's all these about?

ain't i tolerating?
I must have spoiled you in one way or another.
no wonder you don't appreciate my presence.
I'll be leaving you, alone. hopefully.

you're full of words & you never keep them.

last lap :)

yes! last paper tomorrow :)
but i'm in no mood to study.
for today's paper,
it's really miraculous if i were to pass =x

happy birthday, to me. :)

been celebrating my birthday the past week. :)
went k box today with my classmates.
really want to thank everyone who's been
or is going to celebrate my birthday for me :))

Seeing all the people who sends me greetings or celebrates my birthday for me,
I suddenly thought to myself, some of the crowd changes each year,
& those who remains, are the gems.
Rare gems I can never asked more for, they maybe scarce,
but they are precious, to me at least.

Never used to feel this way for my past 18 birthdays,
but somehow, today I'm nostalgic and confused.
had alot running through my mind,
not that i'm unhappy... just a lil' emotional I guess.

One song's running through my mind now & the lyrics goes :
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will guide you home.
If you ever find yourself lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.

I'm awaiting for someone to send me birthday wishes in the next 3 hours.
so at the very least I know, he cares.
maybe it won't happen, but it's still worth hoping for.
happy birthday lim yianling. good nights :)

give me amnesia

No.
try no.
I need to learn to forget.
someone give me the ability to forget.
any parts that I wish to exclude please.
give me the power. to forgive and forget.
those things I deem hurtful to that brittle heart of mine.

STRESSed OUT.

sigh

I need a break.
from everything.

I need some therapy, retail therapy.
yl needs NEW bag, wallet, fragrances, clothes, shoes,
perhaps a new hobby and whatever makes me happy.

yawns~

EMO-fied

Haven't been blogging in ages, but not for the same reason like the past.
I'm never good at handling emotions, especially when sending off people. =x
to send off ping li made me cried, imagine sending my love away. sigh-

things just can't get any worse, with projects, reports and stuff.
and with the exams coming up, can I take it all??
meeting all my friends was a plus point though :))
I just can't figured whether I'm over it, or just too numb to feel a thing.-
It's like making me kick a habit. IMPOSSIBLE.

If there's any reason for me to be strong,
it's because I loved you and I love myself.
I can't help but make someone my priority when I'm only an option.
and I guess , I'm a loser. big loser. =x

I DON'T FANCY NIGHTS. ARGH.