to love OR be loved

in love there's two roles : to love OR to be loved.
it's good to find someone to love in your lifetime.
but it's better to be loved for the rest of your lifetime.

what all she wants might not be what he can give.
what he can give might not be what all she wants.
Life is full of choices. no one can tell you the ideal one.
it's all up to you.

爱你是孤单的心事

love is like ... I don't know
it's hard to predict. harder to maintain.
difficullt to understand but satisying for those who gets it.
rare to find a true love yet hard to preserve.
it's a mystery from the start,
yet everyone's willing to be at its beck and call.
Like I do.
once in awhile you may get enlightenments
but nothing lasts forever.
nothing.

lonely nights

my eyes hurts from all that crying.


I need to stop.
I really need to.
look forward to my fragile tomorrow.
which for all I know might never arrive.
counting down till your return will be my job till I see you again.

some love

other than stuff concerning myself,
he's probably the only reason why I blog and why I don't.
I hate that kind of feeling when I see someone
leave me yet I can't do anything about it.
All I ever do is cry like a baby. :'(
you are the one who's going away,
you are the one who's entitled to feel sad, not me.
wish I was a little more stronger so that you needn't worry
that I'll be upset when you ain't around.

I realise I always live in faith & hope for a tomorrow.
sometimes I wonder, what if my tomorrow never comes.
what will become of me?? =x

between now and then, till I see you again...
I'll be loving you, love me.

Happy Valentine's Day :)

I see my lovable been "playing game". and this was it =p



it's really sweet of him to get me present, when he ain't someone who's decisive.
needless to say so many presents. He must have had a hard time deciding.
thanks darling. I'm touched by your effort. and dinner at coffee club. yummy. :)
my first valentine's day that I ever get to spent with my beloved.
seriously, it ain't the gifts or dinner that makes the different.
It's the fact that we get to be together, share every single moment
that we have & really learn to cherish and appreciate each other.
falling even more in love. conclusion --> HAPPY valentine's day :))

Looking forward to spending every valentine's day with you.
I should I say everyday, cause valentine's is just
another excuse for me to see you =p

I'm so happy. RIGHT.

"The true wisdom is in knowing that you know nothing." -socrates
bell once said that it's okay for me to be depressed,
cause I'm neither a smoker or a drinker so even when I'm too upset.
I won't be drinking or smoking my ass off for anything. =x

2 AM. why am i writing all these when I should be in my dreamland?
wonderful.
humans are all selfish beings. and I know I can't escape that either.
come what may, one day we'll all know, we're just lying to ourselves.
Lovers are those who can share the good and bad times.
Those who calls themselves lovers & yet falls short of the criteria,
are probably playful people who's out for some fun,
lonely souls who can't stand loneliness & wish to drag someone down.
or they are just plain foolish beings who chose to delude themselves.
I wonder why. think about it. Which one are you?
The real couples or the latters.
If you happen to be the latter, don't feel bad,
cause it goes back to my logic : Human = selfish beings
nice.

Leading the life that I can't leave behind

sighs

Everyday is valentine's day if you're in love with the right person.
you'll never know what might happen tomorrow
so we should treasure every moment. =)

It's a girl's prerogative to pms and be mean.

BIG sighs.
can be good or bad.
positive or negative.
it all depends on how you see it.
it can be a relief if it has been too much of a burden.

p.s one day when I'm free I'll have an entry all about prerogative.
for girls of course.

studying =x

I DON'T LIKE STUDYING.
Especially when I can't meet my darling and he's around.
Today's studying was fruitful though.
I'm sure someone will be so proud of me ^_^
going down to meet bell now.
study again. -.-
hope i'll study cause i'm pretty exhausted.
yawns.

treasuring what? =x

most important person in my life has always been the one I love.

am I really that worthless to anyone & everyone even I'm neglecting myself?
Not trying to blame anyone or gain any sympathy from this entry.
To begin with, I don't know whether if I stand the same place
in his heart, like he does in mine.
I rather not hear about it. maybe this is what we call escaping from
the truth which apparently does me no good in the long run.
raindrops keep falling on my cheek,
wish i could take more but my heart is that fragile.

one love

"It takes 3 seconds to say I love you & a lifetime to prove it."
you not only need to trust the person,believe in him
going through all the good & bad times with the risk
that you might not end up together.
why is that whenever some planning & future thingy gets involved.
things just doesn't work out as well as we thought.
Is there really no future to talk about? =x
Is love really all we need to endure it all??
maybe it's out of sympathy and habit too.
I don't know why i'm saying all these again.
maybe because of all the people around and all those things.
I just hope the love was, is and will still be there for me.
At least that's what I deeply believe in till now. :)

maybe someday

going beyond the pinnacle of love just for you.
sometimes, it makes me wonder if it's worth it all.
just a wrong decision or step,
might risk me to fall, fall so hard that even
Even I can't predict how I'll react again this time round.
no more glittery facade please.
I just want a simple life with a simple love.
simple love, life.